Bullet please...

Im in dire need of a bullet...
Would you believe i have the Mc flu AGAIN!!!!!!
No neither can i!

Im making a doctors appointment to get this shit sorted out once and for all!! There is definately something going on inside thats in dire need of attention! Im really over the whole flu thing... to the point of wearing a facial mask everywhere!

If you go back through the p[ages of my blog, you will see that i average the flu probably 3 times a month! whats with that? methinks i know what it is, but im secretly hoping its something else!

So i feel like shit, its hot, which is making me feel even hotter (have the sweats) my ears are muffly, my nose is red raw and my head hurts.
I have decided that as of November the 4th i am cutting back on work... i just can't handle the hours and the dedication needed.

Im finding myself stressed and tired and sick too much, not to mention i never have time to see my old friends (who probably think im dead) and as for my diet.... well at least the flu is keeping my weight down for the moment....

Bleurghhhhhhhh....

Will be honest with ya all, im feeling rather down and out at the moment in regards to a few things in my life, but am planning to take control as soon as my health is back to number one.

What bears do in a cave of hybernation...

Ok i know i been gone a loooong time!

And I'm still partially hibernating... Not quite ready for my big reveal as yet (where i pop up back into society to the echo's of 'oh my gosh look at you' )... see i kinda got lost along the way looking for my mojo, and i got side tracked for a very long time, but I'm back on the beaten path of discovery and I'm damn near close to finding it!

Anyway, here's what this furry bear got up to in her cave....

I have never had lobster in my whole entire life, and heard people rave about how much of a delicacy it is. must admit that it seemed to me like a rich mans food... so i had some spare cash and decided to try some... This little bugger cost me $70.... and that was for only half!

Unfortunately i took one bite (after racking up the nerve to eat it out of its shell... ewwwwww eyeballs an all!!) and was instantly put off... yuck! I couldn't find anyone who would eat it as it seemed like a waste money, so lets just say the neighbours dog had an expensive din dins!

No i didn't get into a punch on.. I had my eyelash's dyed and permed!

Got hair extensions put in, but then took them out cause it was too much maintenance!!!!

So then i decided to straighten my hair and cut it.... hmmm women!
Oh and i did my nails!