PFFFFT!

You know what?? i really couldn't care less what you think about my posts, they are for me and me alone to write out. It's not a public forum for people to entertain themselves with!! So sorry to those of you that have nothing better to do than surf blogs to entertain yourself daily with other peoples lives, but it's MY blog, MY emotions and MY life.

The reasons i have not deleted your comments is because im not afraid of conflict, and im not afraid to be judged by whatever i have to say about my opinions on anything. If you don't like it, then bugger off! Besides i find them quite entertaining.

Like i said, your obviously hurting. Can't undestand why or help you if you don't want to "come out" and deal with it. You can keep your "Anoynomous" little sheild up to protect yourself. I know enough about you now to understand that it's not worth worrying over ANY sort of friendship you seem to think we had, if thats the way you think someone should be treated.
More to the point, if your childish enough to confront me this way than i'd rather not have to deal with you in my life anyway.

For those who think it is between me and Beck... I never said it was. I dont' know why you think so. I can't seem to see Beck as the type of person who would be childish enough to go about things in this kinda way. She would have the decency to front me to my face. Perhaps you may think so because of something she may have written or said about me? I don't know as i can no longer read her blog because i seem to have been denied access.

I have no idea why, Perhaps i did or didn't do something, or perhaps its just a simple mistake?
Not going to dwell on it. Iv'e tried to ring her the past week before all this shit happened and i never seem to catch her at the right moment. Co -incidence or deliberate? I don't know. But i understand life gets busy, and everyone has their own problems to deal with.

So Beck if your reading this, i have been trying to contact you, and i have smsed you a few times and even droppen into your place over the past two weeks even before the Australia day party (which im sorry i couldn't attend as i was in Shepparton on work related issues which i txt you about) Hope things are ok with the Pregnancy and love life.

Ally thanks for the thoughts and kind words, they haven't gone unnoticed, and i do pop in and read your blog so i can keep up to date on how you are. I do wish you well with everything.

That's all i have to say about the issue folks. As of now im moving onto my usual updates... which are far and plentyful! A marriage, An unexpected Pregnancy and a funny story about an ultrasound coming up next time i have a spare moment!

oh before i go i beter do a spell check or the spelling nazi will be after me!
Ah fuck it....

Miss gutless...

If you have nothing beter to do than go through my posts and pick out my speeeeling mistakes than i suggest you take up a hobby?? May i suggest a course on manners and etiquette? As obviously you have none!

What you see and what you know is a one sided view. Im sorry if you feel this way, i have spoken to most of my friends about this and they have all said the same thing, i have NEVER just taken anything from anyone, nor have i ignored them for any unjust reason. Im first in line to do anything for a friend.

Perhaps if i have ignored your texts and not turned up to your invites it's because i don't want to see YOU! Think about that. I am not a false person, and i am not a rude nasty or fake person. Therefore if there is someone i dislike or don't get along with i will avoid them like the plague rather than be called a two faced bitch.

I am FAR from lonely and miserable, which is what you sound like you are if you feel the heroic need to 'rescue' me from my supposed misery. All my REAL friends know i am ok. And have been for the past two weeks. Im sorry if i have been too busy with life to write a post for you updating you on the last time i wiped my ass!!

I never denied anything being a certain way. Many people suffer from depression and life threatening illness. Excuse me for wanting time away from people to deal with it in my own way! I remember a certain friend of mine needing time out herself when her ex partner fell ill.

Gimme a break woman!

If you don't care about me knowing who you are, then how about you indulge the rest of the people who read my blog and tell them?? Don't think you will somehow as It's obvious your too scared cause you know what you wrote was utterly rude and uncalled for.

Im not a nasty or vindictive person, however i am pissed that you felt the need to post this shit on MY personal blog instead of 'being a friend' and coming straight over and telling me to my face. And i am EXTREMELY pissed at the fact that you said "Friendship is a two way street, you cant keep taking from people without giving, which is what you do and what you have done for a very long time".

WHAT AN UTTER LOAD OF BULLSHIT.
look im not going to waste anymore time on you or replying to your comments. If you feel the need to keep this up then how about you either ring me, or front up and we will talk about it over coffee. Its obvious that your hurting for some reason and i would like to know why.

p.s.... For your enjoyment and entertainment i have left several spelling mistakes. go ahead and go nuts kiddo.

Dear Miss Anomous...

Hmm, im not going to waste much of my time and energy on ranting about how much of a gutless bitch you are for not even having the balls to put a name with your little comment on my last blog entry.

My blog is for me, my family and my friends, and i don't really give a toss what you or anyone else thinks about it. Im not the sad person who sits on my ass reading other people's blogs and getting a kick outta judging them by a few personal posts.

If you are sick of reading the poor me post then the answer is simple... don't bother reading anymore, and as for loosing my friends and being all alone and friendless, not gunna happen sweety cause those who ARE my friends have the heart and compassion to wait and help me through my problems whatever or whenever they are.

Pretty spot on idea of who you are regardless, you still write the same way and with the same tone honey. So please GO FUCK YOURSELF....... sorry, but like you said, had to be said.

and now im back.... from outter space...(well soon)

leaving on a steam train............
Dunno when i will be back again...

actually i will be back on Sunday.
going away on holiday with two friends for a heart party, then i am coming back to haunt you all.

Opinionated, Cranky, Cynical and a down right pain in the ass.

Just a few of the things i have been called lately.
In some aspects i agree, in other's, well they can go get pucked.

Sitting here with a MASSIVE migrane so it's gunna be short n sweet.

My week has been very full on.
My sister got married.
My mother chucked a fruity at me (yes you did!)
and you know the rest....

Im taking a week off from everything, work, people, chores and such to reflect on a a few things.
Im a going on a short holiday away by myself. Dont ask me where im going cause im not telling.

Got lots of things i wanna say, loads of people im gunna call and catch up with, (If your reading this then you will be one of them!) and plenty of things im going to get off my ass and start doing when i get back.

So much news, good and bad... so many dramas and gossip and funny bits and pics i have to tell you about that has gone on in the last month. But you will have to wait till i get back from my soul search camping trip that im going on.

Amby's clawing her way back to the top of the world one handfull of glorious dirt at a time.
Let's just not get to carried away and run outta steam halfway and tumble back to the bottom.

I will be seeing you all VERY soon.