Monday, 10 September 2007

Im a making like a bear....

Thats right, im making like a bear and hybernating my fat ass for a week or so. Between work and cleaning up after the dirty flatmate i am a bit nackered. Kinda feeling like all my life seems to evolve around lately is work!

I haven't been able to catch up with some of my gorgeous friends for ages, like the lovely Miss Cinta i went to school with... Its been like 3 months
And i also haven't seen Miss Claire, who has been overseas for the last two months

Hmmm maybe i should make Friday friend day. A day where i get to catch up with all the people i haven't had time to see for ages.

I dunno what's chasing me at the moment, but im feeling kinda blue, and it's been creeping up on me for a while now. Still haven't quite put my finger on it yet, i know a lot of it has to do with being dissapointed with myself over a few things. Like my lack of self control and self preservation! I used to care about what i looked like before i went out, and now i dont seem to worry too much about it.

Me thinks i need a makeover... Not a hair cut, not a hair colour, Not even a wardrobe change, but perhaps a lifestyle makeover... some kinda structure to live by. I need to get a routine going so i can wiggle back into my mojo. cause i think i kinda lost it.

My gay friend Kyle pointed out that i lost my mojo, (my 'im gorgeous' gene that radiates a sparkle in my eyes and a cheekiness to my grin)about 3 weeks ago. So i think im gunna have to take a week and a bit off from the world to go digging around the spaces of my head and soul for it.

Hopefully i won't have to look too hard for too long.

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