You know i been really tired and shit lately.
Between work and a few emotional upsets. Im just so god damn tired. I feel like i want to curl up in a little ball under my doona and just lay there all day.. Which i know i cant because the house falls apart without me constantly cleaning up after SOMEONE!!! (messy pigggy older stinky housemate~!)
I have decided enough is enough and i am moving out soon.
Im sick of cleaning up after him. And im tired of making excuses as to why i should stay here. Yes i have free access to the net, i can share a house phone and its cheap rent etc... But im 26. I hope to have a proper full time well paid job soon where i can afford to have a nice little 2 bedroom flat all to myself. And decorate it the way i want.
I hate it here. Its dark and dingy and if full of Gary's old man crap!!
Its not a home for me. Its just somewhere i live. So im off to clean up his mess right now, and then im going to have a bath and spend the next hour thinking about whats been troubling me of late.
Im going to write it all out and get it sought out.
Im also going to work on this whole tired emotional thing thats going on too. Maybe i need a good fucking holiday!
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Emotions run super high without at least 8 hrs sleep a night. Regularly. On a regular basis. The moment I dont have all my sleep I revert back to my feelings of depression etc.
My thoughts? Get a weeks worth of scheduled in (e.g. no body breaks it) sleep time. EVERY NIGHT! See how you feel at the end of it.
and yes, a holiday would be awesome for you. ;)
P.S. Did you get my text today?
it is just not an easy life when you live with someone else is it? Unless of course, it were bruce willis - older man, cause that would be fukcing hot! but.........well, you know what i mean..........
start looking for an amber shack!!!!!!!!
it is just not an easy life when you live with someone else is it? Unless of course, it were bruce willis - older man, cause that would be fukcing hot! but.........well, you know what i mean..........
start looking for an amber shack!!!!!!!!
Hang in there hun :)
If you need a chat or company just let me know, you have my number and my phone is on 24/7 :)
I agree with Beck, routine is good, if i break mine, i feel like shit for days and days, but i also agree that a holiday is a wonderful idea, run off somewhere for a few days, kick back and relax and recharge the batteries.... oh and dont forget to pick me up on the way lmao :)
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